September 2010
192 posts
Also, deleting this blog very soon. ( I think ) So, I’m going to follow a bunch of you from my actual account so I can stay in touch.  If any of you have twitter, I’ll follow you on there too. Just send me the link.
Sep 28th
Tumblr you are fucking stupid.
Removing self harm blogs really? Are where else are people supposed to go now to show their wounds to people and openly discuss their problems. Way to just make people feels like their problems are stupid and should be kept private. You bunch of pricks.
Sep 28th
neverloseyourflame-s-deactivate asked: what is the link to that website that tells you if you have a disorder & if it's high, low, etc.?
Sep 28th
Sep 27th
not gonna lie, there is some thinspo on tumblr...
emergencyroomromantic: but it’s not the photos or anything. it’s the nasty words people write that written with the intent on making people feel even worse about themselves. it makes me feel nauseous. This is why I HATE thinspo so much. Not only is it promoting the unhealthy way to lose weight, it’s making people really hate overweight people. I hate seeing thin girls writing all these...
Sep 27th
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: Thank you. <33
I'm going to delete all Radiohead off my ipod so I won't be tempted because strangley that's the music I always listen to when I cut or am really depressed. Hopefully that will help.
I need to make a plan I think. That way I'll be stronger then ever.
Sep 27th
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: I broke down.
I really hate telling you this :/ I thought this time would be different.
Sep 25th
ariannajericho asked: I'd love to follow you someplace else as well so I can keep up with you (:.
Sep 25th
Hey guys,
so, I’m not really posting much here anymore and I’m sorry for that. Lectures have started again so I’m busy with that, and my other blogs keep me well occupied. If you want to follow me at them, please just ask for the address and I’ll be sure to follow you back from my main blog. (The other’s a tumblelog) :)
Sep 25th
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: Aw thank you!
I'll try my hardest :))
Sep 24th
babes-ofparadise asked: I love what you post. Just wanted to say that. ♥
Sep 24th
Sep 22nd
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: I LOVE YOU TOO!!!
:)
Sep 22nd
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: hehehe and ends with a reysen
:)
Sep 22nd
I just want a friend that respects my beliefs and opinions, even if they don’t agree.
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: Hm now I gotta think...

Ummmm ahh I can't think anymore haha.

Ok this will probably give it away but it will be almost 8 days without cutting I do believe :)
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: what's the link to your other blog and how many followers do you have there compared to here?
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: If I tell you that then you'll know! hah need some more hints?

the read more was about cutting tho
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: Hm yeah I think so...I was thinking of the one you replied to of the read more post I made.
Sep 22nd
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Sep 22nd
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Anonymous asked: I follow all of your wonderful blogs. I've talked to you many times and you've given me some advice/help that was lovely :)
Sep 22nd
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: Let's play guess who I am??

That's way more fun then me just telling you who I am :D
Sep 22nd
Anonymous asked: Please don't delete this blog. I love this one so much and I'll miss your posts terribly.
Sep 22nd
sea-bear-joan asked: I'm sorry if I don't say anything often enough... but I do listen. I read your posts, and many times I'm not sure if me saying anything will help... but I'm sorry. I'll make sure to say more from now on and to talk to you, even if all I can do is give you a -hug-.
Sep 22nd
Sep 22nd
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Don't you hate it when people make a joke about...
Sep 22nd
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feeling really low, cried out, thinking about deleting this tumblr again because nobody talks to me anyway and nobody listens just the same as real life so whats even the point, i dont need reminding that i dont have anyone, not even on the internet
Sep 22nd
Have you ever posted something on tumblr, just to...
Sep 22nd
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Sep 22nd
175 notes
My head is all over the place.
I want to sleep for the rest of the year. A couple of you have started following me on my other tumblr by the way … I don’t know whether that’s sheer coincidence or if people actually know what my other tumblr is now.
Sep 22nd
5 tags
First time I’ve ever burned.
Sep 21st
Tonight I burned for the very first time.
I don’t even know who I am anymore. The need to hurt myself is just changing me entirely.
Sep 19th
Sep 19th
2 tags
Some of you may know I used to smoke, I managed to quit though a few years back. Those time when I go out into the city at night to clubs and stuff, I always smoke. Socially. Which I suppose is dangerous because I could quite easily get back into the habit. But those times when I’m out and drunk, I’ve never really felt like I needed it like I used to. Recently, I’ve been...
Sep 19th
Seether’s ‘Diseased’ makes me think of self harm. As in, the addiction. Leave your mark upon my skin Oh my, how strong you are Hope this wound won’t scar I will never belong to you, again If I decide that I am alive, then I’m diseased an ungrateful Push it in til it breaks, if it bleeds I’ll be okay. Yeh. Just a lot of the words remind me of self harm.
Sep 19th
Sep 19th
nastynettles asked: I love youu!
Sep 19th
i hate people
-theburnbookoftumblr: they are all cunts no one specifically, just people. everyone. EVEN ME. 
Sep 19th
Sep 19th
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You know how when before you die your life is...
Well, I have a theory about that, connecting it and deja vu. I think that the life we believe we lead now, is actually our life flashing before our eyes, and the deja vu is traces of the life we once lived in the mind of that which is dying. This is one of the weirdest most scary things I ever did read.
Sep 19th
looseyourselfinthemusic: ice in my veins blood in my eyes hate in my heart love in my mind
Sep 19th
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I started reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, but I love books that just grab my attention and make me want to keep reading. It didn’t so I gave up on it. :\ I don’t think “In that moment, I swear we were infinite” was that big of a deal either.
Sep 19th
whispersofsweetnothings: I JUST LOST THE GAME ASDFGHJKHGF MOTHERFUCKER. LMFAO.
Sep 19th
Has anyone ever read Girl, Interrupted?
I’ve seen the movie, which is amazing. I’m wondering if the book is as good. And does anyone know any other good books that deal with mental disorders etc?
Sep 19th
ariannajericho asked: Hey there.
I always try to post helpful comments and stuff here anonymously.

I'm done with that.
I, As Arianna, have no problem posting about how beautiful of a person you are.

Smile, dear. You're extremely helpful to people on here, including myself.
I want nothing more right now than for you to have a good day. (:.
Sep 19th
I’ve loved Emma Stone since The House Bunny. I can’t wait to see Easy A.
Sep 19th
you eat, you're fat. you don't eat, you're a...
Sep 19th
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