November 2010
1 post
hey guys, i have a new blog!
follow it if you’d like :) behindthesecastlewalls.tumblr.com
October 2010
2 posts
I'm returning. Sort of.
I’m going to start up a new blog.
I apologise to Greysen (@swellerific) for not being around.
I realised yesterday how much I do need to vent about a lot of my personal problems, but I don’t want to do it on this account anymore.
So, when I’ve made the new blog, I’ll post the link & you can follow or not, it’s your choice :)
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: Well I am going to miss this tumblr a lot when it's gone :(
September 2010
192 posts
Also, deleting this blog very soon. ( I think )
So, I’m going to follow a bunch of you from my actual account so I can stay in touch.
If any of you have twitter, I’ll follow you on there too. Just send me the link.
Tumblr you are fucking stupid.
Removing self harm blogs really?
Are where else are people supposed to go now to show their wounds to people and openly discuss their problems.
Way to just make people feels like their problems are stupid and should be kept private.
You bunch of pricks.
neverloseyourflame-s asked: what is the link to that website that tells you if you have a disorder & if it's high, low, etc.?
not gonna lie, there is some thinspo on tumblr...
emergencyroomromantic:
but it’s not the photos or anything. it’s the nasty words people write that written with the intent on making people feel even worse about themselves.
it makes me feel nauseous.
This is why I HATE thinspo so much. Not only is it promoting the unhealthy way to lose weight, it’s making people really hate overweight people.
I hate seeing thin girls writing all these...
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: Thank you. <33
I'm going to delete all Radiohead off my ipod so I won't be tempted because strangley that's the music I always listen to when I cut or am really depressed. Hopefully that will help.
I need to make a plan I think. That way I'll be stronger then ever.
I'm going to delete all Radiohead off my ipod so I won't be tempted because strangley that's the music I always listen to when I cut or am really depressed. Hopefully that will help.
I need to make a plan I think. That way I'll be stronger then ever.
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: I broke down.
I really hate telling you this :/ I thought this time would be different.
I really hate telling you this :/ I thought this time would be different.
ariannajericho asked: I'd love to follow you someplace else as well so I can keep up with you (:.
Hey guys,
so, I’m not really posting much here anymore and I’m sorry for that.
Lectures have started again so I’m busy with that, and my other blogs keep me well occupied.
If you want to follow me at them, please just ask for the address and I’ll be sure to follow you back from my main blog. (The other’s a tumblelog)
:)
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: Aw thank you!
I'll try my hardest :))
I'll try my hardest :))
babes-ofparadise asked: I love what you post. Just wanted to say that. ♥
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: I LOVE YOU TOO!!!
:)
:)
swellerific-deactivated20101020 asked: hehehe and ends with a reysen
:)
:)
I just want a friend that respects my beliefs and opinions, even if they don’t agree.
Anonymous asked: Hm now I gotta think...
Ummmm ahh I can't think anymore haha.
Ok this will probably give it away but it will be almost 8 days without cutting I do believe :)
Ummmm ahh I can't think anymore haha.
Ok this will probably give it away but it will be almost 8 days without cutting I do believe :)
Anonymous asked: what's the link to your other blog and how many followers do you have there compared to here?
Anonymous asked: If I tell you that then you'll know! hah need some more hints?
the read more was about cutting tho
the read more was about cutting tho
Anonymous asked: Hm yeah I think so...I was thinking of the one you replied to of the read more post I made.
Anonymous asked: I follow all of your wonderful blogs. I've talked to you many times and you've given me some advice/help that was lovely :)
Anonymous asked: Let's play guess who I am??
That's way more fun then me just telling you who I am :D
That's way more fun then me just telling you who I am :D
Anonymous asked: Please don't delete this blog. I love this one so much and I'll miss your posts terribly.
sea-bear asked: I'm sorry if I don't say anything often enough... but I do listen. I read your posts, and many times I'm not sure if me saying anything will help... but I'm sorry. I'll make sure to say more from now on and to talk to you, even if all I can do is give you a -hug-.
Don't you hate it when people make a joke about...
feeling really low, cried out, thinking about deleting this tumblr again because nobody talks to me anyway and nobody listens just the same as real life so whats even the point, i dont need reminding that i dont have anyone, not even on the internet
Have you ever posted something on tumblr, just to...
My head is all over the place.
I want to sleep for the rest of the year.
A couple of you have started following me on my other tumblr by the way … I don’t know whether that’s sheer coincidence or if people actually know what my other tumblr is now.
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First time I’ve ever burned.
Tonight I burned for the very first time.
I don’t even know who I am anymore. The need to hurt myself is just changing me entirely.
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Some of you may know I used to smoke, I managed to quit though a few years back.
Those time when I go out into the city at night to clubs and stuff, I always smoke. Socially. Which I suppose is dangerous because I could quite easily get back into the habit.
But those times when I’m out and drunk, I’ve never really felt like I needed it like I used to.
Recently, I’ve been...
Seether’s ‘Diseased’ makes me think of self harm. As in, the addiction.
Leave your mark upon my skin
Oh my, how strong you are
Hope this wound won’t scar
I will never belong to you, again
If I decide that I am alive, then I’m diseased an ungrateful
Push it in til it breaks, if it bleeds I’ll be okay.
Yeh. Just a lot of the words remind me of self harm.
nettles-pompeo asked: I love youu!
i hate people
-theburnbookoftumblr:
they are all cunts no one specifically, just people. everyone. EVEN ME.
You know how when before you die your life is...
Well, I have a theory about that, connecting it and deja vu. I think that the life we believe we lead now, is actually our life flashing before our eyes, and the deja vu is traces of the life we once lived in the mind of that which is dying.
This is one of the weirdest most scary things I ever did read.
looseyourselfinthemusic:
ice in my veins
blood in my eyes
hate in my heart
love in my mind
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I started reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, but I love books that just grab my attention and make me want to keep reading. It didn’t so I gave up on it. :\
I don’t think “In that moment, I swear we were infinite” was that big of a deal either.
whispersofsweetnothings:
I JUST LOST THE GAME
ASDFGHJKHGF MOTHERFUCKER. LMFAO.
Has anyone ever read Girl, Interrupted?
I’ve seen the movie, which is amazing. I’m wondering if the book is as good.
And does anyone know any other good books that deal with mental disorders etc?